When I tell my story to others, People often tell me they get chills. The things I’ve experienced are incredible! I’ve been very blessed. At times, I have quite honestly felt as though my life, as I’m living it, is a movie. When so many things happen, one thing after another, it’s quite astonishing. Nothing ceases to amaze me, and I am forever grateful for the many MANY gifts the Universe keeps giving me. (Seriously, you can’t make this stuff up!)
After her sudden death, Bella sent me many signs to let me know she was still with me. She then made a very undeniable appearance in her baby sister’s ultrasound photo. After Aria’s birth, I would often look at Aria and see Bella. Was it my mind playing tricks on me? Perhaps.. I had very mixed feelings about it at the time.
I do talk to Aria about Bella every once in a while, casually mentioning her. I do want her to eventually know her sister, as much as she possibly can. Last summer, she and I watched some home movies of Bella for the first (and so far only) time.
I’m in the process of backing up and organizing my home videos. I came across something last night that I have experienced many times, but last night as I watched the video again, 2 years after recording it, it felt different somehow. Aria has said this many times before, and this is that one time I accidentally caught it in video. Make what you will of it.
This is my story. I’ve lived it, am living it, and will continue to live it. It’s not so often that I experience this… but in all honesty, for the first time in a long time, THIS gave me chills!!!!