Two busy days in a row and this momma is beyond exhausted. Bella told me to stop procrastinating, so today I made some big plans and others things fell into my lap. My trip to Hawaii is booked and so is my meeting with the coroner. Now to finalize a start date back to work so I can start a new chapter in the movie of my life. 
My appointment with Brian yesterday was amazing. Bella had a lot to say, as always. I haven’t heard or seen her in a while but she reassured me that she will “show” herself to me again soon, that I need this “physical” connection to heal. She said she’s proud of me, of how far I’ve come. She wishes she had told me more that she loved me, so her way of telling me now is by sending me hearts. I have been receiving some hearts as signs (like the one imprinted on my chest) the other day) but the first one that came to mind was a heart shaped rock a little girl gave me. This rock was sitting on her piano and I had asked her mom to learn a few songs for me. When she played “Innocence” by Avril Lavigne, the rock fell off the piano. I will be singing this song in a show this week. 
She talked about the man of my dreams and about how happy she is for us. He came into my life at the perfect time to help heal my heart. She said we are made for each other and have been together many lifetimes. Of course him and I already knew this but confirmation is always nice to hear. She talked about her brothers, all 4 of them, and how she sees us all spending time together. 
She said that I would be going to a place that has high energy, a vortex. A tropical island was mentioned. Maui is a very sacred place with high energy and is a major energy vortex and one of the earth’s chakra points (heart chakra). I have been planning to go there to attend a writer’s workshop. I booked my trip today! According to Bella, I will be writing a book that will be a major part of my life purpose. 
My return to work is coming soon. She said it won’t be easy but I need to do it. I will feel better once I get back into routine and it will be good to be back in society. She said I’m still pretty flighty but exercise (yoga) and meditation will help with that. She also suggested to wear a dark crystal on my left wrist. I’ve been wearing a rainbow hematite bracelet on my left wrist that has been helping me feel grounded.
I already knew that my best friend is a medium but this was discussed and my friend was given some advice. Bella said she often gives me messages through my friend. It was one of the gifts that came from this tragedy. I am blessed to have this friend in my life.
A ring and possibly another baby are coming my way… At some point. She reassured me that this baby won’t be replacing her but a part of her will be coming back to me through this baby, who will have a lot of similar qualities to Bella. 
Mediums can be such a powerful tool for healing. It’s amazing what can come out in sessions. I have spoken to several and heal a little more each time. Tom and I recently listened to the recording of my last session with Brian and were blown away by the accuracy of the reading. Bella really is with me at all times. This is very comforting. It helps me #StayStrong❤️